drown

Real
a very deep word
contains lots of meanings

Real
a dream like no other
but no dream it is

i told everybody to get real
to be real
and live in reality

but instead,
i'm the one who broke my own philosophy
i let myself drown
deep

when i tried to swim
to reach the surface
i can't
it's too late now

i can't do anything
nor i dare to do anything

i wish i hadn't said 'yes'
then life will be easier
no burden
no lies

but all this time
i've been lying
to everybody,
it's hard to tell the truth

nobody would accept me
i'm thrown away.

Real.
a word that kept haunting me

Real.
i wish u never were a real man.