Realize..

Your smile melts my soul
Drift me away from this world
You took me away
Out of this unfair world

You fill my heart
With happiness and sadness
But I like it!
Because it's You...

You fill my brain
I can't stop thinking about you
It gives me peace
As I also smiles at you

Looking at your eyes
Feels like looking at fire
Heat up my cold heart
and You are the only one
Who could melt my heart

You've removed all the ice
That now, I'm alive again
I can feel the breeze
As I look at You..

I will never got bored looking at you...
'Cause you are always smiling.. no matter what...

drown

Real
a very deep word
contains lots of meanings

Real
a dream like no other
but no dream it is

i told everybody to get real
to be real
and live in reality

but instead,
i'm the one who broke my own philosophy
i let myself drown
deep

when i tried to swim
to reach the surface
i can't
it's too late now

i can't do anything
nor i dare to do anything

i wish i hadn't said 'yes'
then life will be easier
no burden
no lies

but all this time
i've been lying
to everybody,
it's hard to tell the truth

nobody would accept me
i'm thrown away.

Real.
a word that kept haunting me

Real.
i wish u never were a real man.

scream

i kept on wishing
upon a shooting star
kept thinking of you
everyday..

dear star,
why won't you grant my wishes?
don't you know i'm waiting
with patience

dear shooting star,
please grant my wish
i want to see
i want to be able to touch

dear star,
my heart is shouting
please do something
it's driving me crazy

answer my call,
dear shooting star,
don't hang me

day and night,
i scream as hard as i could!
I WANT TO SEE YOU!

can't you just come to me?
why are u so far away...
in a long distance..

my heart is craving for you..
can't you hear me screaming!

pain

why is it so hard,
i can't see you
i can't hold you
you're so far away..

i wish you were here
near, accompanying me
but, you're far away
at the end of the world..

it's so painful to think
that i can never see you
i can't touch you
even to hear your voice,
it's impossible..

oh, dear..
pity me,
i'm a girl who's fallen for a guy
whom i can never see..

pity me..
pain pain overwhelming
thinking that you're unreachable

it's pain inside
happy sometimes..
but pain for more..

pain pain..
heartache..

Kasihku

Kasih,
Dimanakah kau berada?
Kau tak kulihat dimanapun
Hampa kurasakan

Kasih,
Kemana kau pergi?
Tanpamu aku hilang arah
Tak ada cahaya menuntunku

Kasih,
Apa dayaku tanpamu?
Kekuatanku hilang,
Terhisap oleh ngeri yang kurasa

Kasih,
Kapan kau 'kan kembali?
Aku sudah dingin,
Butuh panas yang menghangatkan

Kasih,
Maukah kau datang?
Menjenguk hati ini,
Yang sudah tidak berdaya

Kasih,
Sudikah kau tinggal?
Di dalam hatiku,
Membewri warna padaku

Kasih,
Janganlah kau pergi lagi,
Temani daku,
Jauhkan aku dari kesepian

Kasih aku membutuhkanmu!

IF..

if i'm a fairy
i'll grant all you wishes

if i'm a god
i'll watch you where ever you go

if i'm a witch
i'll make a potion to see you

if i'm a flying spirit
i'll be next to you always

if i'm a tree
i'll grow you fruit

if i'm a flower
i'll blossom just for you

if i'm a bird
i'll sing for you

if i'm a light
i'll shine for you

But,
I'm just a common human
with no attractiveness
nor beauty

will you still be there for me?

Kamu

Kau seperti Api,
yang datang menghampiri
sebuah hati yang dingin,
dan hangatkan hati

Kau seperti Dewa,
mengetahui semuanya
Tak ada yang bisa disembunyikan
berdusta pun tiada guna.

Kau bagai angin,
Kesana-kemari,
Menjauh dan mendekat,
Tapi kau masih disitu

Bagai Gas yang ada dimana-mana
begitu pulalah,
Kau memenuhi pikiranku,
Menguasainya, mengendalikannya

Kau bagai burung,
yang berkicauan,
memberi pesan indah
yang menguatkan hatiku

Kau bagai cahaya
yang tak pernah redup
meski kau hilang,
kau kan tetap kuingat.